After I Chose Death, They Finally Loved Me
Chapter 2: Claire Returns
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Claire Bennett did not simply return to the Ashford family. She took back her place as if she had never left.
By the next morning, her favorite flowers were arranged in the foyer. Her preferred tea was placed in the breakfast room. Even the servants seemed to remember her habits better than they remembered Elena's name.
Elena stood near the staircase, watching two maids carry fresh white lilies into the living room.
'Mrs. Ashford asked for these?' Elena asked.
The younger maid stiffened. 'Madam Margaret said Miss Claire likes lilies.'
'I see.'
Elena stepped aside and let them pass.
White lilies.
The same flowers Elena had once asked for on her first wedding anniversary. Margaret had laughed then and told her lilies were for funerals, not celebrations.
Apparently, rules changed when Claire wanted something.
At breakfast, Claire sat beside Julian.
Elena's seat had been quietly moved to the opposite side of the table.
'You don't mind, do you?' Margaret asked with a sweet smile that did not reach her eyes. 'Claire and Julian have so much to catch up on.'
Elena looked at Julian.
He did not look back.
'I don't mind,' she said.
Claire gave her a soft, apologetic smile. 'Thank you, Elena. You're very understanding.'
The praise sounded gentle, but somehow it made Elena feel smaller.
Throughout breakfast, everyone talked to Claire.
They asked about Paris, her design work, her travels, her health, her future plans. Julian listened carefully, occasionally asking questions in a voice Elena rarely heard from him.
Warm.
Interested.
Alive.
Elena ate quietly.
No one asked how she had slept.
No one noticed when she stopped eating.
After breakfast, Margaret announced there would be a welcome dinner that evening.
'Nothing too large,' she said. 'Just close friends and family.'
Then she glanced at Elena.
'Make sure everything is perfect.'
Elena nodded. 'Of course.'
By afternoon, the mansion turned into a battlefield of flowers, silverware, menu changes, and endless instructions. Elena handled everything the way she always did. Quietly. Efficiently. Without complaint.
She personally checked the seating arrangements, supervised the kitchen, and selected the wine Julian preferred.
For three years, she had learned every detail of this family's preferences.
Margaret hated red roses.
Julian liked his coffee without sugar.
His cousin preferred salmon over steak.
His uncle was allergic to walnuts.
Elena remembered everything.
Yet no one remembered what she liked.
Near sunset, she carried a crystal bowl into the dining room when laughter came from the hallway.
Claire entered with Julian beside her.
She wore a pale blue dress that made her look delicate and expensive. Julian's hand hovered near her back, protective without fully touching.
Elena's fingers tightened around the bowl.
'Elena,' Claire said brightly, 'you're doing all this yourself?'
'I'm just making sure everything is ready.'
'You work so hard.'
Margaret entered behind them and laughed. 'She should. That is what a wife is for.'
The words landed sharply.
Julian frowned slightly, but said nothing.
Elena placed the bowl on the table.
'Dinner will be ready at seven.'
She turned to leave, but Claire suddenly gasped.
The room went silent.
A dark red stain spread across the front of Claire's dress.
Wine.
The glass beside the bowl had tipped over.
Elena froze.
'I didn't touch it,' she said immediately.
Claire stared down at the stain, her face pale.
'It's okay,' she whispered. 'It was an accident.'
Margaret's eyes snapped to Elena. 'Was it?'
'I didn't do anything.'
'You were standing right there.'
'The glass must have been too close to the edge.'
Julian stepped forward. His expression had turned cold.
'Elena.'
Just her name.
But it sounded like a verdict.
Her heart dropped.
'Julian, I swear I didn't—'
'Claire just returned. Must you create trouble already?'
The room blurred for a second.
'You think I did this on purpose?'
'I think you've been uncomfortable since she arrived.'
Elena let out a small, disbelieving laugh.
'Uncomfortable? I moved my seat for her. I prepared dinner for her. I welcomed her into this house.'
'Don't raise your voice.'
'I'm not raising my voice. I'm defending myself.'
Claire touched Julian's sleeve gently.
'Julian, don't be angry. It really might have been an accident.'
Might have been.
Not was.
Even her kindness carried poison.
Julian looked at Claire with concern. 'Go change. I'll have someone bring you another dress.'
Claire nodded sadly and left with Margaret.
Elena and Julian remained alone in the dining room.
For a moment, only the rain tapping against the windows could be heard.
'Apologize to her later,' Julian said.
Elena stared at him.
'No.'
His eyes narrowed.
'What did you say?'
'I said no.'
It was the first time she had refused him so clearly.
Julian looked almost surprised.
Elena's hands trembled, but she kept her voice steady.
'I will not apologize for something I didn't do.'
'This pride doesn't suit you.'
'And this cruelty suits you perfectly.'
The words escaped before she could stop them.
Julian's face hardened.
'Be careful.'
Elena swallowed the pain rising in her throat.
'I have been careful for three years. Careful with my words. Careful with your family. Careful with your feelings. And what did it give me?'
Julian said nothing.
'Nothing,' she answered herself.
His jaw tightened. 'If you're unhappy, you know where the door is.'
The sentence hit harder than any insult.
Elena felt the world go strangely quiet.
There it was.
The truth.
He would not stop her.
He would not ask her to stay.
He would simply open the door.
She nodded slowly.
'Maybe you're right.'
For the first time, Julian looked uncertain.
'What does that mean?'
'Nothing.'
Elena walked past him before her tears could fall.
That evening, the welcome dinner continued as planned.
Claire appeared in another beautiful dress. Margaret fussed over her. Guests praised her. Julian sat beside her.
Elena remained at the far end of the table, invisible again.
When dessert was served, one guest smiled at Claire and Julian.
'Honestly, you two still look perfect together.'
Laughter followed.
Someone said, 'Fate made a mistake.'
Another replied, 'Maybe it can still be corrected.'
Elena waited for Julian to say something.
Anything.
He only lifted his wineglass.
Claire lowered her gaze shyly, as if embarrassed.
Elena's chest tightened until breathing hurt.
She excused herself quietly and went upstairs.
No one followed.
In her room, she opened the wooden box of letters again.
One by one, she removed them.
Every hopeful sentence felt foolish now.
Every confession sounded like begging.
She took the first letter and tore it in half.
Then another.
And another.
Paper scattered across the floor like dead petals.
When the last letter was destroyed, Elena sat among the pieces and cried without making a sound.
Her phone buzzed.
A message from Noah, her younger brother.
'Ellie, are you okay? I had a bad feeling today.'
Elena stared at the screen for a long time.
Noah was the only person left who still called her with warmth.
She typed, then deleted. Typed again, then deleted again.
Finally, she wrote only one sentence.
'I'm tired, Noah.'
His reply came instantly.
'Come home. Please.'
Home.
The word broke something inside her.
Because Elena no longer knew where that was.
Downstairs, applause and laughter rose from the dining room.
Upstairs, Elena sat alone in the dark with torn love letters around her feet.
For the first time, leaving did not feel impossible.
It felt inevitable.
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