After I Chose Death, They Finally Loved Me
Chapter 8: The Woman Who Disappeared
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Julian found the divorce papers at exactly 7:12 the next morning.
At first, he assumed they belonged to a client.
Then he saw Elena's signature.
His entire body froze.
'What the hell?'
He read the first page.
Then the second.
Then the third.
Each word felt more unbelievable than the last.
Petitioner: Elena Whitmore.
Reason: Irreconcilable differences.
No financial claims.
No property requests.
No compensation.
Nothing.
She wanted absolutely nothing from him.
For reasons he couldn't explain, that bothered him more than the divorce itself.
A sharp knock interrupted his thoughts.
'Come in.'
Claire entered carrying a folder.
'Good morning.'
Then she noticed his expression.
'Julian?'
'Elena filed for divorce.'
Claire stopped walking.
'What?'
Julian tossed the documents onto the desk.
'She signed everything.'
Claire slowly picked up the papers.
'Maybe she's just upset.'
'This isn't a joke.'
'Then talk to her.'
Julian stood immediately.
That was exactly what he intended to do.
Ten minutes later he stormed into Elena's bedroom.
The room was empty.
The bed was perfectly made.
The wardrobe doors stood open.
Half the shelves were empty.
His stomach tightened.
'Elena?'
No answer.
He searched the bathroom.
Nothing.
The balcony.
Nothing.
The entire room suddenly felt wrong.
Too clean.
Too organized.
Too final.
A servant appeared at the doorway.
'Sir?'
'Where is Mrs. Ashford?'
'She left early this morning.'
'Left where?'
'I don't know, sir.'
'What do you mean you don't know?'
'She only said she would be gone for some time.'
Julian felt irritation rising.
'Why wasn't I informed?'
The servant looked confused.
'She said you were sleeping and shouldn't be disturbed.'
The answer somehow made him angrier.
By noon, the entire mansion knew about the divorce papers.
Margaret was furious.
'How dare she embarrass this family?'
'Maybe we should speak to her first,' Claire suggested.
'For what?' Margaret snapped.
'If she wants to leave, let her leave.'
Yet despite her words, Margaret seemed unsettled.
Everyone did.
Because Elena had never caused trouble.
Never made demands.
Never rebelled.
The idea of her suddenly walking away felt impossible.
Julian spent most of the afternoon calling her.
No answer.
He sent messages.
No reply.
By evening, he was pacing his office.
'This is ridiculous,' he muttered.
Claire watched quietly.
'You're worried.'
'I'm not worried.'
'Then why have you checked your phone twenty times in ten minutes?'
Julian frowned.
'She's being irresponsible.'
'Or maybe she's serious.'
The statement lingered in the room.
For some reason, Julian didn't like hearing it.
The next morning, Elena still hadn't returned.
Neither had she answered any messages.
Three days passed.
Then five.
Then seven.
A full week.
Nothing.
For the first time, Julian felt genuine unease.
He visited the apartment she used before marriage.
Empty.
He contacted friends.
No one had seen her.
He called Noah.
The conversation lasted less than two minutes.
'Where is Elena?' Julian demanded.
'Why are you asking me?' Noah replied coldly.
'Because she's your sister.'
'Funny. You suddenly remembered that now?'
'Noah.'
'You don't get to ask questions anymore.'
The call ended.
Julian stared at his phone.
A strange feeling settled in his chest.
Not anger.
Something else.
Something unfamiliar.
By the second week, the mansion felt different.
Quieter.
Strangely empty.
Margaret complained that dinner arrangements were disorganized.
The staff struggled to maintain schedules.
Several charity projects stalled.
Documents went missing.
Appointments were forgotten.
No one had realized how much Elena handled behind the scenes.
Until she was gone.
'Where is the donor list?' Margaret demanded one evening.
'Mrs. Elena usually managed that,' a servant admitted.
'Then find it!'
'We can't.'
Margaret became silent.
Because for the first time, she understood something uncomfortable.
Elena had mattered.
A lot more than anyone admitted.
Meanwhile, Elena sat alone beside the ocean.
Hundreds of miles away.
A small coastal town.
A rented cottage.
No reporters.
No Ashfords.
No Claire.
No expectations.
Just waves.
The sea stretched endlessly beneath a gray sky.
It was beautiful.
Peaceful.
Free.
She wrapped a blanket around herself and smiled.
For the first time in years, she could hear her own thoughts.
The diagnosis still existed.
The pain still existed.
But somehow life felt lighter.
Her phone buzzed.
Thirty-seven missed calls.
Most from Julian.
Several from Margaret.
A few from Claire.
Elena switched the phone off.
Then returned her attention to the ocean.
Back in the city, Julian sat alone in his office.
He stared at Elena's empty contact profile.
Something about her disappearance bothered him deeply.
Not because of the divorce.
Not even because she left.
Because she hadn't looked back.
For three years, Elena had always stayed.
Always forgiven.
Always waited.
Now she was gone.
And for the first time, Julian realized he had absolutely no idea what she was thinking.
That night he entered her old bedroom again.
The room remained untouched.
Cold.
Silent.
Empty.
His gaze landed on a notebook hidden inside a drawer.
Frowning, he opened it.
Then he froze.
The first page contained a title.
'Things I Want Before I Die.'
Julian's heartbeat stopped.
Before I Die.
The words felt wrong.
Terrifyingly wrong.
His hands trembled slightly as he turned the page.
And for the very first time, genuine fear entered Julian Ashford's heart.
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