Begging on His Knees: The Love He Threw Away
Chapter 11: The Choice He Could Never Undo
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When I returned from Boston, everything felt different.
Not because the city had changed.
Because I had.
I walked into the research center on Monday morning with a clear mind and a new sense of purpose.
The presentation had opened several doors for me.
Dr. Hale had already mentioned that our team might receive funding for a larger project.
For the first time, I was building something that had nothing to do with Callum.
***
During lunch, my sister called.
"Maren, are you sitting down?"
"Why?"
"Because I just heard something about Callum."
My stomach tightened slightly.
"What happened?"
"He resigned from the hospital."
I froze.
"What?"
"He handed in his resignation this morning."
I stared at the window.
"Why?"
"Apparently, there's been an internal investigation into the blood transfer."
My fingers tightened around the phone.
"An investigation?"
"Yes. The hospital is reviewing who authorized the release of your stored blood and whether proper consent was obtained."
I went silent.
Part of me felt vindicated.
Another part felt strangely tired.
"Did Callum know this was coming?" I asked.
"I don't know."
My sister hesitated.
"But apparently he admitted that he made the decision himself."
I closed my eyes.
Of course he had.
For once, he wasn't trying to hide behind someone else.
***
That evening, I received a letter from the hospital.
It confirmed that the blood had been released without my written consent.
The hospital apologized for the violation and offered to cover the medical expenses related to my complications.
I read the letter twice.
Then I set it aside.
The money didn't change what had happened.
But the official acknowledgment mattered.
For months, I had been told I was overreacting.
Now there was proof that I hadn't imagined anything.
***
Meanwhile, Callum was sitting alone in his apartment.
His resignation letter was still on the table.
He had spent his entire adult life believing that being a doctor meant saving everyone he could.
But somewhere along the way, he had convinced himself that saving one person gave him the right to sacrifice another.
That mistake had cost him everything.
His career was uncertain.
His wedding was gone.
His home was empty.
And the woman he had once been certain would always wait for him had stopped waiting.
His phone lit up.
A message from me appeared.
"I received the hospital's letter."
His heart stopped for a moment.
He typed quickly.
"I'm sorry."
He erased it.
He typed again.
"I know I can't change what happened."
He erased that too.
Finally, he sent nothing.
For once, he understood that an apology wasn't something he could use to make himself feel better.
***
The next day, I was asked to attend a meeting with the research board.
Dr. Hale sat beside me.
The director smiled as she looked over our proposal.
"Your project has been approved for the next phase."
I blinked.
"Really?"
"Yes. And we'd like you to lead the clinical research team."
For a moment, I couldn't speak.
Seven years ago, I had built my entire future around one person.
Now, someone was trusting me with a future I had created myself.
"I'd be honored," I finally said.
When I walked out of the meeting, Adrian was waiting in the hallway.
"Congratulations."
I laughed softly.
"You knew?"
"I had a feeling."
He handed me a cup of coffee.
"You earned it."
I smiled.
"Thank you."
***
That evening, I stopped by my old house to collect the last few things I had left behind.
The place looked unfamiliar.
It had once been filled with our plans.
Now it was simply a house.
Callum was standing in the living room when I walked inside.
I stopped.
He looked thinner.
More tired.
But I didn't feel the same ache I once would have.
"You came for your things," he said.
"Yes."
He stepped aside.
"I'll help you."
"I can do it myself."
He nodded.
For the next twenty minutes, we moved through the house in silence.
Then I reached the bedroom.
A small box sat on the dresser.
I opened it.
Inside was the wedding ring Callum had once given me.
I stared at it.
"I thought you took it," he said quietly.
"I left it here."
I closed the box.
"You should keep it."
Callum shook his head.
"It belongs to you."
"No."
I looked at him.
"It belongs to the woman who thought she was going to marry you."
His eyes reddened.
"And who is that woman now?"
I gave him a small smile.
"She doesn't exist anymore."
***
Callum looked down.
"Maren, I know you don't want to hear this."
"Then don't say it."
He stopped.
For a moment, I thought he would argue.
Instead, he nodded.
"You're right."
I picked up my last box.
As I reached the door, Callum spoke again.
"Are you happy?"
I turned around.
There was no accusation in his voice.
Just a genuine question.
I thought about Boston.
My new job.
The research project.
The quiet apartment waiting for me.
The future I had started building.
"Yes," I said.
"I'm finally happy."
His eyes closed briefly.
"Then that's enough."
I walked out.
This time, neither of us tried to stop the other.
And as the door closed behind me, I realized Callum had finally made the one choice he should have made from the beginning.
He chose to let me go.
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