She Can Have It All
Chapter 1: The Divorce Papers
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The divorce papers were still warm when they came out of the printer.
I picked them up with trembling hands, staring at the bold words across the top of the page.
"Petition for Dissolution of Marriage."
Ten years.
That was how long my marriage to Mark Lennon had lasted.
Ten years of believing that if I loved him enough, tolerated enough, and sacrificed enough, one day he would remember that I was his wife.
I was wrong.
The stack of papers felt surprisingly light compared to the weight pressing against my chest.
I carried them into the living room before lowering myself onto the sofa once again.
The house was silent.
Too silent.
Only the ticking clock reminded me that another minute had passed.
It was already eight in the morning.
I hadn't slept all night.
The dining table remained exactly as I had left it.
More than a dozen dishes filled every inch of the table.
Each one had been Anthony's favorite.
Sweet and sour ribs.
Creamy mushroom pasta.
Garlic shrimp.
Roasted chicken.
Vegetable soup.
Even the chocolate pudding he always begged me to make.
Everything had gone cold.
The candles on the Ultraman birthday cake had long since burned away.
The colorful frosting had melted into an ugly mess.
Last night was supposed to be my son's tenth birthday.
I had spent three days preparing every detail.
Mark had smiled before leaving for work that morning.
"Don't worry," he had told me.
"I'll pick Anthony up after school."
"We'll be home before dinner."
"Wait for us."
So I waited.
Hour after hour.
The food became cold.
The cake slowly collapsed.
My phone remained silent.
No calls.
No messages.
Nothing.
Around midnight, unable to ignore the growing fear inside me, I opened my social media account.
That was when I saw it.
Sophie's newest post.
There they were.
Mark.
Anthony.
Sophie.
Her daughter Tammy.
All four of them smiled brightly beneath colorful birthday decorations.
Anthony stood between Mark and Sophie with the happiest grin I had seen in months.
Mark wrapped one arm around Sophie while helping Tammy cut another birthday cake.
The caption beneath the photograph contained only three simple words.
"The perfect pair."
For several minutes I simply stared at the screen.
My vision blurred.
I wasn't crying yet.
I simply couldn't understand.
My husband and son had celebrated Anthony's birthday with another woman while I waited alone.
Not once had they remembered to call.
Not once.
Without thinking, I typed a single comment.
"Perfect indeed."
Less than five minutes later, the entire post disappeared.
I smiled bitterly.
Deleting the evidence couldn't erase what had happened.
Nor could it erase what everyone already knew.
To the outside world, Sophie looked more like Mark's wife than I ever had.
At exactly nine o'clock, the front door burst open.
"Lily!"
Mark's angry voice echoed through the house.
"What the hell is wrong with you?"
He stormed into the living room with Anthony following closely behind.
Neither of them looked guilty.
Neither of them looked apologetic.
Instead, they looked irritated.
"Sophie's finally recovering," Mark snapped.
"Why would you provoke her?"
"Recovering?"
I repeated quietly.
"Recovering from what?"
"From your sarcastic comment!"
"She cried all morning because of you."
Anthony suddenly stepped forward.
Before I could react, he shoved me hard in the shoulder.
"It's all your fault!"
He glared at me with eyes that looked nothing like mine.
"Tammy started crying because of your comment!"
"You always bully Aunt Sophie!"
His words pierced deeper than the shove.
"Anthony..."
"Do you know what yesterday was?"
He frowned.
"Of course I do."
"It was my birthday."
"Exactly."
"And where did you spend it?"
"With Aunt Sophie."
He answered so naturally that my heart cracked a little more.
"She organized everything."
"Tammy helped decorate the house."
"Dad bought me the biggest cake ever."
"We had so much fun."
He didn't mention me once.
Not even once.
Mark noticed the untouched food on the table.
His expression finally changed.
A flicker of guilt crossed his face.
"Lily..."
"You actually cooked all this?"
"You said you'd come home."
I answered calmly.
"I believed you."
He rubbed his forehead impatiently.
"Fine."
"I forgot to call."
"That was my mistake."
"I'll clean everything up."
"Go get some sleep."
"At noon I'll take you and Anthony out for lunch."
There it was.
The familiar routine.
He hurt me first.
Then he acted as though buying me a meal erased everything.
He never apologized.
He simply expected me to accept whatever crumbs of affection he decided to offer.
Years ago, I probably would've agreed.
I would've smiled.
Pretended everything was fine.
Not today.
Without saying a word, I reached for the divorce papers beside me.
Then I tossed them onto the coffee table.
"Sign them."
The room instantly fell silent.
Mark stared at the papers as though they were written in another language.
"What's this?"
"Divorce papers."
"I'm leaving."
He laughed.
A cold, disbelieving laugh.
"You've lost your mind."
He picked up the documents before ripping them cleanly in half.
Then into quarters.
Then smaller pieces.
"There."
"Problem solved."
I quietly opened my handbag.
Another identical stack landed on the table.
"I printed dozens of copies."
"Feel free to keep tearing them."
His face darkened.
"Enough!"
With one furious swing, he knocked a porcelain bowl onto the floor.
It shattered into countless sharp pieces.
"Is this really because Anthony likes Sophie?"
"Are you jealous?"
"Lily, don't forget one thing."
"You owe Sophie!"
"Anthony and I are taking care of her because we're making up for your mistake!"
I slowly raised my eyes.
"My mistake?"
"What mistake, Mark?"
"Don't pretend you don't know."
His voice turned colder.
"Ten years ago."
"She sacrificed herself because of you."
Those words dragged me straight back into the nightmare that had never truly ended.
Sophia Carter and I had been inseparable since childhood.
We shared secrets.
Dreams.
Birthdays.
She was the sister I never had.
During our junior year summer vacation, she invited me shopping downtown.
We spent the entire afternoon laughing.
As evening approached, I suggested taking the main road home.
It was safer.
Brighter.
Busier.
But Sophie shook her head.
"I promised someone I'd meet them near the old intersection."
"We'll split up here."
"See you tomorrow."
I watched her walk toward the narrow side street.
That was the last time I saw the real Sophie.
The next morning, Mark burst into my parents' house.
His eyes were bloodshot.
"Where's Sophie?"
"Why didn't you call the police?"
"Why didn't you save her?"
I had no idea what he was talking about.
Then I learned the horrifying truth.
Sophie had been assaulted that night.
She told everyone she stayed behind to distract several gangsters so I could escape.
According to her story...
She became the victim because she had protected me.
It wasn't true.
There were no gangsters chasing us.
No dramatic sacrifice.
We had simply walked different directions.
I tried explaining.
Again and again.
No one believed me.
The surveillance cameras near the intersection happened to be broken that night.
Without evidence, Sophie's version became the only version.
Overnight...
I became the villain.
My parents looked at me with disappointment.
Mark looked at me with resentment.
Even strangers whispered that I had abandoned my best friend.
Then, out of guilt, everyone began giving Sophie everything that once belonged to me.
My parents treated her like another daughter.
Mark devoted himself to protecting her.
Even after we married...
Nothing changed.
Whenever Sophie needed help, Mark rushed to her side.
Whenever Sophie cried, everyone blamed me.
Even after Anthony was born, they claimed I lacked compassion and wasn't worthy of raising him properly.
Little by little...
My own son grew closer to Sophie than to me.
"Mom?"
Anthony's cold voice interrupted my thoughts.
"Without you..."
"Dad would've married Aunt Sophie."
"She would've been my real mother."
Every word felt like another knife.
"Who told you that?"
He looked confused.
"Dad did."
I slowly turned toward Mark.
"Did you?"
He avoided my eyes.
"Anthony asked."
"I simply told him that if none of this had happened... things might've been different."
For years I would've argued.
Demanded justice.
Reminded him that I had been his girlfriend first.
That I was the one who introduced him to Sophie.
Not anymore.
The exhaustion inside me was deeper than anger.
I walked upstairs without another word.
Within minutes I returned carrying a single suitcase.
Mark frowned.
"Where are you going?"
"Away."
"Read the papers carefully."
"The lawyer will contact you soon."
"Lily!"
He called after me.
I didn't stop.
Anthony didn't stop me either.
As I reached the front door, I looked back one final time.
The house I had spent ten years building no longer felt like home.
It belonged to someone else long before I decided to leave.
I opened the door.
Stepped into the bright morning sunlight.
And without looking back again...
I finally walked away from the family that had never truly chosen me.
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