After I Chose Death, They Finally Loved Me
Chapter 5: The Diagnosis
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The following days passed in a blur.
Elena continued performing her duties as Mrs. Ashford, but something inside her had changed.
The desperate hope that had sustained her for three years was finally fading.
She no longer waited for Julian's messages.
She no longer checked whether he would come home for dinner.
She no longer imagined a future where he suddenly realized he loved her.
For the first time, she was beginning to let go.
Unfortunately, life wasn't finished hurting her.
One rainy afternoon, Elena was returning from a charity meeting when a wave of dizziness struck.
Her vision blurred.
The hallway seemed to tilt.
Before she could react, her legs gave out beneath her.
'Madam!'
A servant rushed forward just in time to stop her from hitting the floor.
The next thing Elena remembered was waking up in a hospital room.
White walls.
Beeping machines.
The sharp smell of disinfectant.
She blinked slowly.
'You're awake.'
A doctor stood beside the bed holding a clipboard.
'What happened?' Elena asked weakly.
'You collapsed from exhaustion.'
'Oh.'
The doctor hesitated.
Something about his expression immediately made Elena nervous.
'Is there something wrong?'
'We ran several tests while you were unconscious.'
Her stomach tightened.
'And?'
The doctor took a deep breath.
'Mrs. Ashford, we found a serious problem.'
The room suddenly felt colder.
'What kind of problem?'
'You have a rare heart condition.'
Elena stared at him.
'A heart condition?'
'The symptoms have likely been developing for years. Stress appears to have accelerated it significantly.'
The words barely registered.
'Can it be treated?'
The doctor looked away briefly.
That silence told her everything.
'How bad is it?'
'Without surgery, perhaps a year.'
Elena's breath caught.
'And with surgery?'
'There are risks. Significant risks.'
A year.
One year.
After everything she had survived, her reward was a ticking clock.
The doctor continued speaking, but Elena could barely hear him.
Her mind felt numb.
Eventually he left her alone.
The hospital room became silent.
Elena stared out the window.
Cars moved through the streets below.
People laughed.
People hurried to work.
People lived their lives without realizing how quickly everything could disappear.
She suddenly wondered what would happen if she died.
The thought should have terrified her.
Instead, it felt strangely peaceful.
Would Julian miss her?
Would Margaret cry?
Would Claire feel guilty?
Or would life simply continue exactly as before?
The answer hurt more than the diagnosis itself.
A knock interrupted her thoughts.
The door opened.
Julian entered.
For a brief moment, Elena felt relief.
Maybe he came because he was worried.
Maybe he finally cared.
'You collapsed,' he said.
'Apparently.'
'Why didn't you tell anyone you weren't feeling well?'
'Would it have mattered?'
Julian frowned.
'Don't start.'
The small spark of hope vanished instantly.
Of course.
This was still Julian.
'I'm in a hospital bed.'
'And you're turning this into an argument.'
'I'm not turning anything into anything.'
Silence filled the room.
Neither knew what to say.
Eventually Julian glanced at his watch.
'I have a meeting in thirty minutes.'
Elena almost laughed.
A meeting.
Of course.
'Then you should go.'
'The doctor said you'll be discharged tomorrow.'
'Okay.'
'Call the driver when you're ready.'
'Okay.'
Julian shifted awkwardly.
For one second, it looked like he wanted to say something else.
Instead he simply nodded.
'Take care of yourself.'
Then he left.
The door closed.
Elena sat perfectly still.
The diagnosis.
The fear.
The uncertainty.
None of it had mattered enough to keep him there.
A few minutes later, her phone buzzed.
Noah.
'Ellie, the hospital called me.'
'How did you find out?'
'You listed me as your emergency contact.'
'Right.'
'I'm coming.'
'Noah, you don't have to.'
'Yes, I do.'
'It's several hours away.'
'I don't care.'
Two hours later, Noah burst into the hospital room looking exhausted and terrified.
The moment he saw her, he hugged her tightly.
'You idiot,' he whispered.
'You scared me.'
Elena immediately started crying.
Not because of the diagnosis.
Not because of the pain.
But because someone cared enough to come.
Someone chose her.
'I'm sorry,' she whispered.
'Don't apologize.'
'Noah...'
'Tell me everything.'
So she did.
The diagnosis.
The prognosis.
The doctor's concerns.
Everything.
By the time she finished, Noah's eyes were red.
'Does Julian know?'
Elena looked away.
'No.'
'Why not?'
'Because I didn't tell him.'
'Then tell him.'
'What's the point?'
Noah stared at her in disbelief.
'The point is that he's your husband.'
Elena laughed softly.
The sound carried no humor.
'Sometimes I forget that.'
Noah's face darkened.
'Elena.'
'It's true.'
'Then leave him.'
'Maybe I will.'
The answer surprised even her.
Because for the first time, she meant it.
That evening, after Noah left to arrange her discharge paperwork, Elena opened her phone.
A news article appeared on social media.
The headline read:
'Julian Ashford and Claire Bennett Continue To Spark Reconciliation Rumors.'
Below it was a photograph taken at the gala.
Julian looking at Claire as though she was the only person in the room.
Thousands of comments filled the page.
'They're obviously in love.'
'She should've been Mrs. Ashford.'
'Poor Claire.'
'Julian deserves happiness.'
Not a single comment mentioned Elena.
Not one.
She wasn't even a footnote in her own marriage.
Her eyes filled with tears.
Then, slowly, she closed the article.
For years she had fought to be seen.
To be loved.
To matter.
Now she finally understood something.
You cannot force people to value what they have.
Sometimes they only understand after it's gone.
The realization settled heavily inside her chest.
Outside the hospital window, rain began falling again.
Elena watched droplets slide down the glass.
For the first time since receiving her diagnosis, a strange thought entered her mind.
If she only had limited time left...
Did she really want to spend it begging for love?
The answer came immediately.
No.
And somewhere deep inside, a plan began to form.
A plan that would change everything.
A plan that would eventually make Julian Ashford and everyone who ignored her wish they had paid attention sooner.
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